tiring

i know that is kinda useless to say this but well seems like it is part of blogging..would like to say sorry for those who have waited for my post..sorry again that ive nt been posting anything coz im bz with CHARM championship 2007 in cineleisure...and also during CNY was too bored bt still i didnt post coz im bored n gt nothing to post about.. so on sat n today i went to do my duty in cineleisure as registrat-er..ahah gt such word eh?? ...wateva..
on sat was tiring coz woke up at 6.30 reached there at 7.30 but yet no1 is there..tot im late...cis!..den looked as if liek dong dong...sitting at hsbc booth with no1 there n almost 95% door closed with several gaurds who pretends to b responsible n dedicative (don open door for us...dam dum dum..or mayb we're dumb..got here so early..ocoz havent open lah..duhh!!!")
den waited for like 35mins...finally 2 ppl came..n me&shana nt aloen anymore..den set up our place!...since it was a long process so i'll nt say much bout it...
jump to the next..
then go sell da yummy marshamallow n etc..really thx to the ppl who helped to contribute money to us! unlike those ppl who couldnt spend even a sec to hear us talk..eash...
so....stand stand stand sit sit eat stand stand talk talk talk talk sleepy sleepy sleepy tired tired tired thirsty thirsty...yea datz all i can say bout that event...

for today, earned quite lil i heard...bt its ok at leats yesterday was good..i was there till 6.00 then i go my grandma hse as usual..force dad to sent me home at 8 but end up 7.55 went back coz dad wanted to go back...once im home i rushed back to cineleisure coz promised (hhaa..jk) that will c sandra 
performed..but the real purpose i went back there is to help out to clear the area..coz i think is nt enough ppl...i could oni c half of the show bt more than enough...

+++++this was my dayz in cineleisure++++++

starting my uni tmr...aihz...exam results im speechless...so...
now im speechless..ahah....

time is running out

school starting soon
and cny is nt dat fun at all
boredom and oni a lil bit of ang pao in hand...cis!
shopping centres arent playing any gong xi fa chai song
omg wat kinda atmosphere is this?
these dayz kinda lazy and bored
and ocoz non-stop cramming my brain with thoughts..
haha datz hw i spend all my day..
and datz y i kept digging for troubles or stresses or even depression...
hahha
datz me

oh yea i might be closing down my blog soon...
)=
but...
is nt that i dowanna blog anymore
is coz...
im gonna make a new 1!
well again
ahhaha
(=

cinema cinema cinema

recently i watched death note 1 and death note 2...DN2 in cinema
aahhaha whee...
finally i watched it...yea as u can c im very happy
this shows hw desperate n how i love this show.
oh and i realsied that i really admire genius...
the director and the writer of this comic definitely 
extraordinary..brilliant i mean...
n n n....tatsuya and matsuken haaa! so dreamy!
love the way they act and their appearance...
almost in any of their show liek nana, battle royale etc...
nt the handsome type but what they hv is the ..erm..the...
sophistication within them despite the normal physical appearance..
also nt to forget there's so many sweetss and choco..though im nt fond
to eating sweet stuff bt it looks so sweet...ahaha...

 

L.o.v.e <3 is in the air!

haha is again valentine's post..
so for the lovelybirds..r u all ready to face the day?
hope all the couples in this world will hv a wonderful
and unforgettable valentine's day...
 

itz VAlentine's Day

as the sunrise and all that we see is the sweetest skies
doing the last preparation and ensure nothing failed
today will be the chaotic moment for these lovers 
may it be the couple that struggling to hv some specialty
may ti be the fresh-couple who felt nervous and excited for the moment
or may it be the singly who just hoping that miracle will come
may it be wateva, still the streets and candlelight is belongs to 
both genders today!

**especially to the single including mua, 
stay away frm steppign out today as to nt being like a psycho 
which doesnt fit in the situation! haha eeks** 

//dad and mum must be both lonely..sigh**//

this journey that i chose was bever been easy
how i hope it is that simple
like how it is that me brutally slash
leaving me at least a reason to die
rather than pondering my identity
as though im a public nuisance
time goes on 
i still holding on u
the total jerk dat put me into nothing 
considering me worthless
yet i blame that i never good enough
how can i be that naive to actually trusy dat u want me
such mistake is way too far to be forgiven
sometimes i think i better off dead
as im such a stupid person
i want to let u go
i really want
but how can i when i cant do anything to let myself free
im such a fool... 
why cant valentine's day really changed the way i think bout it?
why must everything just slipped away
before this particular day
so just considering me that im unlucky(=

GoodByE Captain!

today my captain yeeming will be leaving to Aussie..
yesterday was kinda like heartrenching moment as the CHARM gathered with yming 
for somehwat the very last time (except for those who's gonna b sending her in KLIA tonite)
well, for me i felt awkward as i never thought i knew yeeming for almost almost 3 yrs now or mayb even more than that just that nt that close. i knew her when she was in taekwando (oh bt im nt k) .just that we're same school so im a nerd who alwiz go for co-curiculum last time..whatzmore she same age as my sis..so heard she's a superwoman.coz she involve in almost everything..
then when i rememebr the time i saw her during audition for dyamitez, she gave me the stren look that i was so afraid bt yet when u know her alil longer...she's nt that fierce anyhow unless she get serious with us..(hahaha....disaster)
and now, knowing that she's leaving, i have a sudden thought of hw heavy hearted i will be.
no matter hw weird it sounded, i seriously cant get used to not receiving mails from yeeming bout Charm ...kaka... eh yeamah my mail alwayz gt spam by rubbish except i will oni read those bout CHARM.
though is as if charm loses a capable captain, nevertheless she's ognna be back real soon. till then hopefulyl charm wont upset yeeming.
oh and im happy that yeeming actually responded to my diy card.never thought she'll like it that much (akibat drod tiada wang beli hadiah bagi dia) *well hearts taht count liek wat ym said*..haihz but i forget to write this:"thanks yeeming for fetchign me to practice for the beginning of me stepping into the CHARM family. Really appreciate it!"
till then, charm will be waiting our captain to b back
and tonite ima fraid im nt sending her as it'll b very chaotic there
and tonite also i wonder whatz atmosphere will b during practice.

there's total of 53 photos but it takes soem time to load evrything
so mayb u may need to wait few minutes to view all the photos...
sry for the inconveniences

*me.{m}oirs*

kaka i noe u all must've been waiting for me to upload the pics in malacca..!!
ahhaha tada! ive done it! but then u noe since i got over 100 of pics to upload so it'll b very troublesome for me to put it 1 by 1 so i gotta do it in slideshow so that u can see it in 1 point of view...rather than scrolling down n down till ur eyes pop out..but if u wish to hv the photos plz let me noe n i'll try to send to ya..but then it'll nt so fast coz my connection is so slow and need to wait a logn time to upload it...and also my com often hang..so i'll b very irritated to do again n again yupz..hope u all enjoy the photos bt buddies i guess we enjoyed more during the perios in malacca..ahha...oh 4 those who do not know, i actually havent been to malacca b4...and congratz me that i finally know hw malacca looks like..omg waited for 10 yrs plus just to go malacca...ahahah...now im aiming to go penang coz i havne go b4 too...in fact i havent go many places in malaysia whatzmore in other country...ekks* kesian lah...

anyway this is wat i wanna comemnt bout the trip!
it was awesome except for the bus..ahah coz we need to travel to the town or cetral ro wateva they call it...by bus and it is just so tiring as we need to chase for the bus, wait for the bus, bearing the way the driver's drove the bus...but at times especially at nite it is the time for me to SS..ahha...oh n i went for kayak-ing...eshausting...hahaha...we ate chicken rice ball, chendol, n i ate popiah..popiah was nice!!...ahah...
1 think i know bout malacca is that...the ppl who dorve like to honk..keep honking for no reason...y r they so rush i wonder n is nt jam at all...

things that we didnt get to enjoyed)=
**sate celup
**banana boat
**snorkelling
**shopping(oni me coz i brought oni a weebit of money...kanasai)

overall i enjoyed the way we spend togetehr (me,wein,cynn,zack,shingyee,tzyy shuan, sheryl, leeping, zack's 2 cousin and brother sister n relative....)it was fun! hopefully in the future we will tn forget each toher n again we get back together and 
go for trips again...

and now back to those sien-nezz(boredness) in the hse..bah!

going to malacca

hey guys...in 4 hrs time im gonna leave pj
heading to malacca!
haha ok rite i noe malacca nt that big deal la k..
but then i din go b4 mah.
so cant blame me that i act like jakun.
i only hope that my blog still erm "happening"
though i noe my blog is alwiz dying where i talking 
oni to myself most of the time.
anyway u guys enjoy ur day and i enjoy mine!
hopefully*

chinese new year is coming soon
valentine's day also!
i wish that i gonna get lotsa ang pao..
n money will come come this time
and i dont wish that my heart will come
as i hate valentine's day since i was born.
but then i still wish those of u who gonna celeb V'day:
may the day filled with tolerance and understanding
and having the sweetest day in ur life on that day.

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this is my masterpiece...got nothing to do..bahahah


 



eeks all the perverto!
ahahah
hey im nt pervert k...
just that la senza's model often
have the hot figure...
and how i wish i have dat eh'...*winks*
*daydream*



but think again...
this girl may not need to wear branded stuff or having good figure..
but still she looks sexy from within
and whatz more she is beautiful
FYI she's frm afghanistan..
and we should be glad of wat we r and wat we possessed
most of them from afghanistan
do not get to live the life they wanted it to b..
so b glad
there mayb alot of ugliness in this world
but there are lots more beautiful things that
we need to discover....
open ur white eyes and see it within ur heart<3


but this lamborghini is tempting though...