continue with blogging

its been awhile that i havent been updated my posts.
finally i got the initiative to do so due to several errands im running these dayz.

first of all, did anyone see CHARM in STAR newspaper?
haha...is alwayz exciting for me to see myself on newspaper! though is just a tiny lil me.
i went to JOHOR on fri nite which we took 12am (sat) midnite bus.
i got food poisoning just afew hrs before heading to pyramid.
i wanted to back out so much but unfortunately i couldnt coz of no having substitute.
and also i dont want my captain to b frustrated bout it instead.
so i forced myself to just do it. and hellt he journey i would say is my worst journey so far.
rite now, i already have food phobia.
so sick of eating n puking all out again..whatz th epoint eating n letting me to suffer
like im having bullimic.
anyhow is great to go for a performance specially to elsewhere with a big bunch of ppl!

just finished studying my web page design..
not sure if i can remembered wat ive studied but i just hope i can roughly know wat izzit
coz today i just partially recovered and tmr is my mid term exam..
tsk tsk...not really enjoying 3rd sem..as everything is so rushing..
assignment is due on the same day..lack of time..lack of preparation..
ok n im the head of drama..so im so not sure if i oculd handle it..just so worried coz
i think that im not capable as i cant fulfill everyone's needs..
eventhough my members seemed to agree with wateva i said, mayb i think too much,
but is as if they'r nt sincere..sorry guys but i just want u all to enjoy..
coz there aint any good if is making u all to do it reluctantly rite..
easy to type it here but hard to say it out..
thatz just me waiting for the rite time to say it..

Oh n durign the trip back frm johor..i get to watch "u think u can dance?" and also my captain, cheewei, and yenniez dance! in my own opinion, i think that they're pretty good..it was so um..sentimental, elegant, gentle, and dreamy..haha i donno..just so soothing..
good good...really admire those ppl who can dance so well..i myself really loves dancing but i shall say my dancing sux..(not tryign to b humble but is true)..hope i can work on it though..(=

in about a month time, i will again meet my worst day in my life.
time flies like there isnt 24 hrs a day u noe wat i mean..
i am moving on but whatz holding me back?
impossible to b ntohing but the fact is nothign holds me back.
unless the scars that i possessed...
yea it remains forever..
why why why.....