dilemma

People alwiz say that being a human is difficult. The moment ur brain starts to function, you start to think, and think, and think again. Why in our life we must make so many decisions? Why cant it just as simple as getting up frm sleep, eat, entertain urself, bath, sleep again.of course such route is boring. whether u like ur life to b stressful or boring, i'll just leave it for u to think. As for me, i alwiz thought of questionz that have no answer for it. like for example, why must we breath, why must we hv legs to walk, why cant our legs just like those wheels with tyres then we no need to take so much energy to walk.
haha obviously im tryign to say im lazy.hahaha.LAME! for me i normally get frustrated bout decision that i have to make for my education. so much to b considered and is a real big deal.
if u ever make the wrong decision, ur future will b affected as well. see is future.
i brought up this topic because...
i still not sure bout wat i really wanted to study.

i cant really decide on whetehr should i go for the course that will earn $$ and gaurantee better life and u r average interested but u r not qualified for it 
OR 
the course that u really interested & mayb will qualified for it but is hard to get job because lotsa competitor and payment will b low.
i got not much time to think bout it...so i hope if anyone could just give me some advice or tell me what potential can u see in me? hmm seems liek i dont really noe myself at all..
oh and u noe i got analyze before bout the career that i should b in or somethign lidet in my previous post? not sure when was it..but the statistic, well not only int his test but for many coucelling ive attended, i alwiz in the performing art category...y lah....i eman i liek it lah but then...when i think bout my future and u noe nowadayz ppl r just so real..no cert no professional  qualification no talk..grrr...
haha and my math lecturer mr ong so funny...he said that he definitely neo that im good at cheerleading..grr im nt asking bout that elrh sir....nonsense betul dia..
oh n this is our conversation dat day ...

Part I

me: im gonna stick to actuaries lah mr ong..im gonna work in oil and gas d...

mr ong: hahahaa...eh good then next time i no petrol i giev u a call "eh my car just out of oil lah can u come n deliver ah?"

me: cis...(wanted to say i will take the gas and explode ur car!..ahaha jk) i will coutnt he probabilty of your car to explode when use my delivered oil..ahahah

Part II

mr ong : What do you like to do?

wein: i dont liek to do anything.

mr ong: hmm den i know...you should just keep to actuarial science n faster married wif a rich guy n b housewife!

wein: uhmmm....

(the group of ppl burst in laughter)
 
me: i love to sleep

mr ong: huh...sleep....erm..what kinda job requires taht uh...?

zack: hahahaha....

me: i will go CHina

mr ong: huh china? y?

me: coz i'll b dere doing prostitution..lurve sleeping mah...ahahah

(mr ong sweat to death..ahahahah...)
(of course is justa  joke)