i'm gonna shift my blog to here...so yea haha...sorry for th einconveniences...

http://feliz-amour.blogspot.com

wtf

ah shit....this stupid blogger is killing me..i wrote it like damn long and yet it deleted evrything...eash....hate it .... and save the blank post..dammit...urgh!...
fine no mood to blog d...pfft...

vous avez enlevé mon souffle

26/7/2007
not a special day for most of us...
but for me is a day that is special enough for me...

vous qui est que je veux

JERSEY

oh no...now i wanted a jersey..desperate for it!

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THIS POST MIGHT BE TOO BULLSHITTING OR NONSENSICAL TO MOST OF YOU WHO READ THIS..IT IS TOTALLY INDIRECT AND IT IS DEPEND IF U COULD FIGURE OUT WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY...GOOD LUCK..IT'S OK TO GIVE UP
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these few days I've been in dilemma..dilemma in such a way that i could hardly control myself..sometimes i need to find a stabilizer..but nothing seems like it..i weighed it so evenly that it makes everything so difficult..at that moment i feel like my life is shattered..even though reality to me is obvious.. however, what i want instead is the fantasy..i knew i was not that lucky. i knew it from the initial..i don't expect any contentment or even misery..as i don't know how it will be until the instance arrived

..but...now i know..


when i was lost in the darkness, it was just a dots of light that enlightened me..seeing it was such a relieved, it was just like i was in another world..just like i got tele-ported to another space..undoubtedly, i wanted this light to guide me forever..to save me and lead me to a place that i could start breathing again..however, lights are not the SUN, it is not perennial..as i was in the other space, only the present that exists..with this, every steps i take, buds of flowers appeared and bloomed like a living that was just born..so virgin yet so beautiful and peace..but possessing it have a risk..it will either be a passionate scenario or it might be as evil as u can think of..or maybe it is the orbs of HEll or the lambency from HEaven...i couldn't determined..but for sure, it never fails to brighten the life of mine..still whatever can happened at anytime..

snooZy wUuziE

everyone seems to b so tired today...studies are hectic and taking all our time...cant wait for 3month holiday...i need a break but first need to catch up with the subjects that, well, i missed alot/skipped alot.. this is wat happened when i am in such a money-minded state...i have no choice because petrol is expensive and need pay this pay that...i need to have my own income...luckily performances i did was fun!

yesterday scandaman n i was syaing bout CHARM and the new intake ppl...feeling sad as i heard cheewei saying in 3yrs time alot of them will b working n perhaps 50% of CHARM senior will quit..in lrt talked alot bout the time we're in spore n johor...was so fun and realizing cheer2007 have make our friendship bond closer!..but soon...some of us will surely b quitting...is so sad..i started to miss each n everyone...cant imagine wat will happen to CHARM without the seniors!





im so dead with my education now...so dead...so so dead....am dead...

what i want..(this is so random)

so bored...well jsut random...

this is the things that ive been longing...well im still tyring my best to get it...haha..
so anyone wanna sponsor?





this is victoria secret 800 carat bra...so pretty and beautiful...i want it! ahha though my boobs nt dat big lah..ahahah well it costs millions..so ahahha im just kidding....











and this is N95! so cool...i will try to get it though..ahahah....or mayb i can get....This (below)
LG PRADA! ahhaha still tn cool enough ahahah i have 1 more...that is...

IPHONE!!!!

nEXT UP IS camera...
i really need a camera....i want this so badly....
Olympus μ 770 SW.

also this...
it's glow by j.lo...it's been quite sometime now this fragrance but i still ahvent get it....
the scents are so angelic seirously i lurve it!
not too strong nt too soft..just fine!

or mayb this...
still by j.lo

or this
glow in the dark by j.lo!
ahahah
y i lurve j.lo perufme so much...? i donno

• besides all the pics above....i still wanna alot of thigns..ahahah
• so broke!
• i wan dell white laptop
• i want sneakers which i donno which 1 shud i get it....
• i wan bearbrick
• i wan transformer..ahah kidding'
• i wan surprise@!!!ahaha

short updates

sorry guys for nt updating...has been so hectic nowadyz coz of thozse short short but yet killing me exams....and also cheerleading coz got eprformance..which i will nt wanna missed it coz indeed i need money so much! yeah so desperate hehe...wat to do need to pay this pay that....anywya datz nt important rite..ahha...

k where shud i start lerh..nth much actually....oh i got shortlisted once again for the great eastern schoalrhsip...among all the utar ppl dat went for that interview...im the oni 1 got it! woohoo! okla mayb or mayb nt im a step closer to having that schoalrship..i really hope i can postponed the exam or bring forward my exam so dat i can b free ont he day of accessing...not sure how they're gonna access me this time....how i hope it is the last n for all! ims o tired of goign ere n there for this man....whatzmore uni is gettign tougher n tougher for me....my calculus results is nt that favourable...so haihz...just liek wat chin hong say...mayb i jsut nee dto move on and slowly adapt to it..im adapting though...but just so hard..cant stop thinkign bout hw others can cope with their studies....well everyone noe that cheerleading is my apssion n mayb thatz wat makes me take cheerleaidng as my firts priority...coz thru cheerleading i can dance i can train lotsa thigns....so sometimes i actually dont feel guilty fo skippign class coz of practices..ok this si bad i noe! i feel bad nt coz i skip class...i feel bad coz i trouble my fren to help me sign my name! sorry guyz..im such a lazy bitch!

i tried to take leave sometimes bt u noe hw inefficient is utar office ppl....dman inefficient...haihz....procedure like ages long lidet...hmmmph....
soon someone bday is coming!ngekz* ngekz* wonder who...kla i donno y im so happy for that....not like i will celeb it.....at this very moment i miss goob..goobiez where r u? when r u coming back? wein i hope we can go out again! jo i wish that i could stop cheerleading for someitmes n we can go crazy again.....lixin i hope u can actually keep in touch with us so that i wont doubt of msging u coz i feel liek im disturbing u....l.

these few dayz..many thigns happened to me....
is all desperation, desperation, desperation....
uni sux sux sux....
and everythign just seems so chalenging to me..haizh.....nt sur eim tryign to say..coz is ahrd to be explained.....

this show rox man! love it so much! though im ignorant bout transformer (not anymore *winks*) it just so nice to watch n i guess i fall for them...! ahahah...seriously i wanted to watch the second time...!! i don mind..hehe....