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THIS POST MIGHT BE TOO BULLSHITTING OR NONSENSICAL TO MOST OF YOU WHO READ THIS..IT IS TOTALLY INDIRECT AND IT IS DEPEND IF U COULD FIGURE OUT WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY...GOOD LUCK..IT'S OK TO GIVE UP
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these few days I've been in dilemma..dilemma in such a way that i could hardly control myself..sometimes i need to find a stabilizer..but nothing seems like it..i weighed it so evenly that it makes everything so difficult..at that moment i feel like my life is shattered..even though reality to me is obvious.. however, what i want instead is the fantasy..i knew i was not that lucky. i knew it from the initial..i don't expect any contentment or even misery..as i don't know how it will be until the instance arrived
..but...now i know..
when i was lost in the darkness, it was just a dots of light that enlightened me..seeing it was such a relieved, it was just like i was in another world..just like i got tele-ported to another space..undoubtedly, i wanted this light to guide me forever..to save me and lead me to a place that i could start breathing again..however, lights are not the SUN, it is not perennial..as i was in the other space, only the present that exists..with this, every steps i take, buds of flowers appeared and bloomed like a living that was just born..so virgin yet so beautiful and peace..but possessing it have a risk..it will either be a passionate scenario or it might be as evil as u can think of..or maybe it is the orbs of HEll or the lambency from HEaven...i couldn't determined..but for sure, it never fails to brighten the life of mine..still whatever can happened at anytime..
THIS POST MIGHT BE TOO BULLSHITTING OR NONSENSICAL TO MOST OF YOU WHO READ THIS..IT IS TOTALLY INDIRECT AND IT IS DEPEND IF U COULD FIGURE OUT WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY...GOOD LUCK..IT'S OK TO GIVE UP
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these few days I've been in dilemma..dilemma in such a way that i could hardly control myself..sometimes i need to find a stabilizer..but nothing seems like it..i weighed it so evenly that it makes everything so difficult..at that moment i feel like my life is shattered..even though reality to me is obvious.. however, what i want instead is the fantasy..i knew i was not that lucky. i knew it from the initial..i don't expect any contentment or even misery..as i don't know how it will be until the instance arrived
..but...now i know..
when i was lost in the darkness, it was just a dots of light that enlightened me..seeing it was such a relieved, it was just like i was in another world..just like i got tele-ported to another space..undoubtedly, i wanted this light to guide me forever..to save me and lead me to a place that i could start breathing again..however, lights are not the SUN, it is not perennial..as i was in the other space, only the present that exists..with this, every steps i take, buds of flowers appeared and bloomed like a living that was just born..so virgin yet so beautiful and peace..but possessing it have a risk..it will either be a passionate scenario or it might be as evil as u can think of..or maybe it is the orbs of HEll or the lambency from HEaven...i couldn't determined..but for sure, it never fails to brighten the life of mine..still whatever can happened at anytime..
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