::re-post::

i read through my diary recently..and i found out something that i think i should post it ere..for no reasons..well mayb just da same crap i've been posting so far...it says:

25/5/06

Yesterday, i mean before that, this morning i just have an awkward dream. a dream taht i could hardly imagine will began on me. i hugged **?! that's something really shoking to me and yet i'm afraid. Yea guess i'm just being sensitive. I really thought it signifies somehting which i do not know what it is. I'm so eager and determined to find out. On the other side of me, i'm afraid to know the sign. Getting insane again. well i might b too snesitive this time..bt seriously is wat my instict told me..I still love** but i do not know what **'s thinking right now. Confused, frustration, and multiple of emotions are all pouring on me now. I seirously do not know WTH i want till now. IT's been almost 2 mth since we end up our relationship. i read someone's blog and i realised lotsa thigns. im nt that tragic. im nt gonna hurt myself bt im still tryign nt to. there's hell lots to say. and i dont know where to start.