it's a fun day!

i gonna be posting up lotsa update soon...
what izzit? hehe...
just b patient n wait for the updates!
surely nt gonna upset my readers!
i hope!
haha...
due to me...being so tired for today!...
i shall continue my sleep...
till then...
tata!

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but b4 i sign out...
b4 i foget...
i actually wanna say bout somethign nt fun...
though it somehow opposite with my title...
er...well...lalala....
ok here it is...
nothing much actually..
just wanan say that ately i notice that my dad is getting older.
i got th esudden feelings that i am such a horrid child
i begin to fear of losing the people i love
i just feel like somethign nt good is gonna happen in my life
soon
since as dayz goes on...
life shorten rite...
cant b ignored cant b avoid.
just afraid n dont hink so much!
bt then seriously i can c my dad's wrinkles gonna wrapepd up his whole face
n thinking of that..
even worse when i know that he is still working to support us..
i so hope that i could help him bt im nt capable...
u noe wat...
i had a hard time to look at his face!
i mean...yesterday i just hv the courage to peep on hw he looks...
n then...this is wat i perceived!
im afraid that i will cry to c him wokrign so hard n i did nth
to impress him to make him happy!
so useless me!
y can i make fren's laugh bt just couldnt make dad happy?
daughter n father..is it hreally dat hard to communicate?