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got request from sw dat i need to update my blog...sorry girl...i've been so tired lately due to having AV and also practices plus studies...well not really studies lerh but having to go to uni and cant deny it, it is so boring n the weather sux..my slk's air-cond retarded some more. sigh* just like having sauna inside..

updates bout my uni

it is the 3rd day in my degree..so far nothing seems to interest me--lecturer, subjects, surroundings, etc....still trying to figure out who's in my class because currently i just get to attend lecture class as tutorial n practical nt gonna start on this week. thus, i can only hang out with square and frenz but they r in diff class. sobness... some of the people in my lecture's class were just plain noisy. i mean if u wanna make some noise n make the class happening is ok but the thing is these ppl just interrupting the class n not even saying something that is funny..somehow i missed cheng kiat, chi liang, and chong (foundation's fren) who alwiz hype up t he class...wahahaha....
im gonna out of clothes to wear...so dead...seriously im broke again...and i have lost sense of what to wear to uni d...ahahah...frustrated...is like the weather is sooo hot..but in th eclass is sooo cold...can get sick soon...i hope my slk is fine....just so worried....sigh*
today after programming class, i joined square and frenz to makan and we planned and waited like so damn long just to decide where to go and how to go...finally we went to PA to take our results but later on..plan changed...coz xiao sun they all wanna go millennium square which i donno where izzit..moreover, i dont wanna go there coz noone sending square back..so i decided to call square to teman me makan in kfc so dat i can send her back to mc. coz she alone lerh...dangerous! haha...called zack till we wanted to vomit blood* coz she din picked up the phone...grrr! ended up oni both of us hanged out together in kfc...saw ms samantha and ms sharmila i guess...izizt sharmila..ahaha....anyway they recognised us..and we did talk for awhile...ahah....so datz my day in uni.

i went home so tired n slept for like 4 hrs before heading to practice!..routine is superbs and is sooo ambitious...tiring and dangerous...CHARM is so cool! and i got so many goodies fromt he shape mag and aso silky girls...too many lipglosses now...i guess i no need buy d for 2 yrs...cant finish it..oh n aso got underwear ahahah....eh from wacoal 1...nt bad...ahha...

enuff of my uni n practice...
my life's just so dead...


random...

supposing i wanted to post this up on last Sunday but i was too tired again so i actually forgotten bout it...but yet it remains in my mind so vividly. gymnastic on that day was never been so emo..haha y i say so...coz of my fren, choo.. i remember she said something which makes me so alive ..mayb alive is not the right word to describe the state of mind im in at that time but yea is more or less dat kinda feelings..well i hope she can move on..saying this im trying to deliver it to my own as well..rite here i wanna thank her for listening to my hiccup n saying the wonderful words that i'd never tot that someone will actually said that to me..haha...well choo i will appreciate and love myself...for true beauty only can be seen in the inside..i hope u can be happier than b4...*hugz*

it is exactly 4am now...im tired but yet i refrain myself from sleeping...nope not that i got insomnia this time..is that im refraining..bah! my vow has broken once more...anyhow i dont know wat to say bout wat im thinking now...or mayb what i get myself into...
all iw anted to do is to get thru the days as long as i can and as much as i can..
as long as i could sense the joy in me...
but will it be taken away when i reached to the top of just ..joy?
goobiez must be thinking that life's depressing...
well i still dont think that way though...haha...coz i believe i still havent enjoy life yet...when i do, i know dat life's beautiful..just like it is purposely created for me!...ahah...u wont know rite...
noone know the future....

~me signing out!~