frustration kills

all i can say is that..
i beh tahan!
coz of so many things...
im gonna b insane or somewhat having bipolar disease...
im nt so sure y these dayz i cant control my soul or my spirit..
sounds liek threatening my life but yet i cant do anything...
mayb someone is putting a curse on me...
*think too much*
eh but it is possible k...and this is so scary...
and i mean "scary"
ahahha

well donno la...i try nt to think so much...but i sense something somethign
just nt so right gonna happen to me
can anyoen sense it?
hmm...just hope i really think too much...


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next up....
basically i got aot of craps to say...
but i just dont know where to start it...
saw kids sneakers today...
so nice i really want it..just a size bigger more than i cna fit in..
i justw ant size 4 but the biggest is 3..grr...heartbroken..ahahah
anyway the fella looks so discriminative when he sense that i wanted to buy kids shoe..
like wtf...hey! i can fit in can d lah...i just need size 4!
ahaha
and so cheap la...i sced i regret buying adidas sneakers...
u noe lah it costs alot...
but iw anted a sneakers lerh..
in my life i din buy b4 nike or adidas...
so i just want to get 1 ....
just O N E pair...
ppl alwiz say i got alot of sports shoes...
eh where got la...

oh almost forgot...
i wanna clarify something ere...
perhaps ppl may think im a very cool person n "ba bei" for the first impression
"really ???!!! sad i have face problem"
k but let me clarify this..
i don ok...im very firendly..is just dat yea i have face problem elrh...
n once noe me..im nt dat cool or corky at all...
soemtimes really lerh...i think i have face problem..gosh...
need to do plastic surgery..ahahah

i think im gonna have a hard time during my degree d...
i lost all my fren that can translate the conversation for me
seriously thanks to them i survive in utar...
but now...i donno...
i hope i can cope btw...