all i want for christmas..

christmas is coming real soon..erm things doesnt realy turn out well so far.. but im sure that im not upset after all coz at least my sis do not know howz her xmas gonna be..but definitely will be great as usual..so how am i celebrating? i really dont know.. y not u suggest to me?
im going for economical way but who dont rite..unless u r superdooper richie rich..
yea how i wish i got a fren who is super rich den can alwiz bring me out without needing me to pay! nyahaha..skipping class tomoro..bad me.im just followign the majority k..

this year christmas or shall i say all the holidayz or special dayz int his year is utterly weird for me.. coz whenever there's such dayz, im gonna b afraid..and dont btoher to ask me y..im still figuring out..eachtime there's surely 1 thing that bothers me..how i wish i could learn to avoid unecessary things get into my way! im just afraid and worried and desperate and hopeful..ah! ah! nope im nt talkign bout guys..im saying in a way i put myself as a perfectionist and that i really wnat thigns to turn out that way..i wish i could really go softer than havign the power n the affectation..

what i want for christmas? there goes the list...though its not just this short.. u noe who i am rite..ahha...

** my own bedroom **

**experiencing a party bash with interetsing people(not drunkard or drug addict)**

**a shocking mysterious unexpected gift**

(gift from "you" will be unexpected enough)

**continuous agenda**

**spotting the best things that i really like while just shop unintentionally**

**win a shopping voucher( a useful 1)**

**overnight and craze around**

**a special call**

**loads of cash**

**friends friends friends**

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haha...datz part of it lerh..haihz even these thigns also seems so perfect..possibility is i shall give..0.000999?

haha...after xmas is new year...till then there'll b another round to plan....planner is a hardw ork..ahah...worse than public speaking coz u need to really sure that they're interested and totally enjoyed it.if nto it will call a failure...

eeks cinema all full on xmas eve..no kidding..edi expected coz all the kids will b bugging their parents to cinema liek they never seen a show...and teenagers or coupels will act even faster mayb coz they r liek us..those guys got no plan for their gf..int he end end up watchign movie just to waste time but still get to intimate..now i neo y dating is alwiz so boring ...eat + movie.. but so far at elast i experience a different kinda dating...at elast nt eat + movie..wellt hatz botu the oni sweet memory thta i can never forget rite now though almost everythign is being crashed and broke into pieces ...hehe

im a romantic person u noe..no kidding...alwiz paln thigns for the guys n tell them wat to do or givign sugegstion to suprise the gf...ahhah...but is nt good for me lah..coz im too creative d...so if ever i hv a bf..hahaha dat'll b so unfortunate for him coz he have to..('mark my word "have to" ') ...be mroe creative .... ehs o surely im gonan b single throughout my whoel lfie lah aight... actually the answer is nt that hard wert..ahahah...try figure out n tell me see if u can guess it.... what i mean as creative? ahahahah

haihz do i sounds like...crap? yes indeeed i am..i admit....

till THEN..

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!

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