dreaming

*left 2 hrs for me to sleep*
*awkwardly, turnign back and forth, my soul just wouldnt want to leave me*
*took a long time for me to hit the sack*
*halfway snoozing*
*dream begins*
*i could still remember that it started off well*
*nice settings*
*there's ceramic i can still remember*
*stood there was u*
*was i happy or was i not*
*i really dont know what or how should i be*
*and there goes the contents*
*so important but it swept away from my mind now*
*all i remember i was torned once again*
*like a samurai sword slash rite into the main element to live*
*i told everything that i kept for ages*
*u did reply me with guilt (how i hope u realli do feel guilt)*
*i hit u so awfully hard*
*nearly i fall off my bed*
*authentic tears really flows out of a sudden*
*sound of taskin illusion was heard*
*i got up abruptly*
*speechless*
*blur*
*grabbed my phone*
*trying to breath*
*morning call*
*i stoned still couldnt feel the calm*
*worried and feelign uneasy till today*

why r u avoiding me?
or am i avoiding you?