rage+down

i do not know why but rite now im extremely angry, frustrated, filled with negatvity and just so moody..
i dnt know how to do my math for example~
* i think im a accountant or wat in my past future, is just that once i do not know how to do, is just so annoying and i just geram with it..
* i feel stupid..
* helpless
* not giving my best
* ya as usual im cursing my brain placed at my butt.

i wonder if i deserve,
anythign from the giver,
those that i seek;
mimicking like a geek;
on and off i feel deared;
but vision is utterly unclear;
putting myself in this situation,
filled with dissatisfaction,
just so uncomfortable,
as well as unbearable;
if this is what that is destined;
i shall declare it as so mean.

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i want to say this to anonymous,
that i realli hope that i was wrong;
i trust the truth just liek is being said by the star;
i never letting in any negativity to come in my mind,
coz i believe and i dont give in,
but anonymous again n again,
u never be truthful,
makes me have to reconsidered,
every single dos and says,
i almost had enough,
of the hypocrite that the anonymous put on,
i wish that i misunderstood,
that i dont see the other side of the anonymous,
and that im wrong but anonymous remain real,
but wat is ee was self-centeredness,
should i or not ever falsify myself,
no i dont need to,
as for if anonymous being the anonymous,
is just fine and all i need is whine,
why cant everyone shows the good,
and live harmoniously and stop influencing n causing chaos in others life?,
even the pure and innocent monk or nun,
prove us the dark side of some who fake it too.
y is there only 1 EARTH.
shall i pray for that?