back to the day-my memories fade-you fouled it up easily-unconsidering the stages used to formed it-i fused up-yet i f***ed up-i complicated my life-being gullible and naive-being extremely clueless-making my soul so hopeless-since then i no longer alive-but survive i denied-sound of radio-neglecting the enjin that is off-feelign the heat that was-but i feel it isnt hot but warm-as u were beside me-oni two of us in the middle of the street-silent and speechless-feeling so breathless-tryign to read watz on ur mind-but i was too afraid to know the reason why-i know that this is somewhat a sign-of us to be together for the last time-so i tried to cherish these moment-trying to hide the solemn-then-things deteriorates after that-plain talk and soon ignored-and that im sad-i become such a whipper-all i do was shedding my tears-on and off being strong-but this soon doesnt last long- things begin to be so wrong-that i cant even wanna moved on-u're treating me like a moron-a hollow moron- among the unbearable things- i could never accept lies and broken vow-u can say me stupid- u may say me luantic-i just want to understand the matter-once again vivid and clear-never in my life had I felt so close to heaven-never in my life have I felt so dead-there's flame in me-an eternal flame that will never slip-reading the texts u written to her- really deeply hit me with hurts-im not a dummy to u-or even a fool-dont just call for me-only when u have means-for i knwo what u mean-in short, u're calling me to leave both of u alone-i did i tried but have u done anythign for me?-i get nothign in return from u-nothing except thousands of torns for me to step on-because of you-played by kelly clarkson-deeply emphasize-due to u i am afraid nt only me but everyone around me-staring at the screen-lookign at us again-i listened to the song that we used to hear-though i no longer sense your presence-but it's the closest i will ever be with you again-

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