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doesnt seems like is a new year now..
on this day, i would say is a terrible day for me..
everything was just so sudden, not right, frustrating and screwed..
i came home feeling so exhausted, so unbearable..
den i did something so ridiculous..
on way back, i jsut cant stop blaming..
blaming from 1 things and another...
till i finally brokedown...several times tillh ome n bak home n in home..
im sux rite..
2 eyeballs was flaming red now..
sis let me try a few sips of black label..just want me to taste
i really hope that i could drink the whole bottle of it n passed out
i drinkt he first glass..tryign to ask for more..i was mute since i came home..
sometimes i just felt lucky that i have sisters..at least those stupid thigns they did
realli makes me laugh..
and rite....i did nothign rite today..
i still confused now..
confused with many thigns and plenty of questions that haunting me
i get no answer and mayb i just dont want to know th eanswer
or im not being understood or mayb i dont want to be understood by ppl...

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My New Year Resolution(s)!

1. mild down my bad habits i.e perfectionisms
2. curb myself from being a binge thinker
3. sleep and wake up the right time (doubt!)
4. getting at least 3.5 for CGPA.(pfah!)
5. eliminate my spare tyre and those evil fatz dat haunt me!

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for now thatz all, though im not sure whether it is considered as a resolution or not.

we'll see if i can ever make my resolution a success this time..hahaha