Sunday, January 07, 2007

tupperware

don misunderstood.. im nt talkign bout the "tupperware" u think it is..well i performed for 
tupperware today in pyramid convention centre..besides allt he frustration and shocking incident, such as missing a member, tellign the changes on the same day, my car jam start, overslept..haha soudns so horrible to me..and yes.. i really felt annoyed..when i reached the place, i really felt like digging a hole underneath and burried my head into it..i was totally feel sorry for my member and my acptain for showing such unforgiveable act but i cant help it..i even skip my physics class which is a replacement..but at elast evrything just went well..n most importantly the client didnt complain or else mayb im gonna jump down fromt he building..ahah..nah jk..well ont he other hand, i felt great that everything goes fine as i never manage so amny ppl by myself before..and from this incident i learnt my lesson and i hope i acn do better next time..

but well this depends on Cw if he will gimem another chance after doign such shitty job..i don wanna think much so, just wanna take soemr est frm now on because my final exams are near the corner..and i gotta get at elast gpa 3.6 so dat i can egt myu cgpa3.3 which hit my targhet for scholarship..well is darn hard ok..the subjects gettign tougher..somuch tougher than sem1..everyone is chnaging course too..i also wan but what else can i do? do wat i like ocoz is gonan b great but think bout it,things i liek is nt in msia...which is so limited..i cant even choose...im puzzled..samo if i change course, im wasting th emoney and gosh dad is having difficulty with his job..samo i gotta stop my gym for th emoment as i need to b really thrifty by now..but somehow i just dont know hw to let my seniors know..is like who gonna care rite i eman for soem ppl rm50 mite b a small sum of money.bt nt for me n others who may kno my condition.

my dad never fail to fulfill wat iw ant like when i ask for money, he'll try his best to give me asap..bt this time really he told me that he don hv any..whatsmore gonan b chinese new year..sis n dad no bonus..dad's workign place lack of business..CNY will b soemwhat patehtic this yr..i dont want to compare or tryign to show if im such a poor girl well inf act im nt poor...as i got house,car education n stuff..bt try nt to think bout poor as in damn poor...the thing is ...well mayb my condition is "soon-to-be-poor"..yea datz better...i mean we need to hv thigns that we supposed to hv..dammit i donno what im talking BOUT..

i wish i hv a job...a job dat is gonan be beneficial for me..and at teh sam eitme i can gain some income..mom totally erm..im speechless about it...

well, guess i cant think bout anythign rit enow besides reports and exams and holidayz..yea...so tillt hen im gonan make a good posts soem day..astala vista..

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