Is already almost half of the month. The beginning of this new year was really unpredictable. Lotsa thing i thought will hardly to happen , unexpectedly it happen! scary though. Well, what does this mean huh? Im just looking forward to end of this year. yea yea i know is a long way to go, but then just curious. haha.
On Friday, i got this evaluation thingy for my cheer. We're supposed to choreograph our own dance and audition. So, i was so "lucky" to be the first and i really scared the hell of my nuts. HOwever, i it turned out to be quite ok. Not as bad as i think it will be. phew! throughout the thing, i saw many talented people. Really admire them! but feel like im getting smaller and smaller. hehe.
Exam nevertheless, is around the corner. There ain't no time for fun edi.
eeks* so sad! So what i was thinking is to break the rules and just go for my last shopping spree just last one!
and wtf saturday got replacement class. HAihz but then nevermind lerh.
is our last class for this sem.
will gonna miss so many lecturer for this sem.
and aso nt to forget sem 3 is aso comin soon and then afetr that,
everyone will be on their own again.
is such a short time!
and i doubt we can ever keep in touch again like what it is now.
sudden emo strikes me now.
i admit i feel uneasy coz we're gonan separate soon.
what i mean is u guys! cynn,zack,wein,yee,sin*
seriously i hate this feelings.
feelings of feeling happy to knwo u guys but sad that is oni for a short time.
distance can really deteriorates relationship.
sigh* i don wanna say much.
i will gonan cry soon! teehee!
A closed person of mine jsut broke up with her almost 5/6 years bf,
hmm really shockign to me,
such a long period of time,
well was it that easy to give up?
mayb i dont get it,
however i know that they know what is good for them
as only they know the feelings
third person can never try to judge it no!
anyway im nt qualified to judge also
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part2
aihz really i cant understand what i really get myself into
or even understand about myself
supposingly i shuld be happy with a lovely couple
but then it will b another case if it is the other case u noe
when u realised that "eh isnt im supposed to b having the bliss?"
seeing something that i dont wish to see
makes life harder
im such a lunatic as i never stop stalking..wtf
just 2 dayz ago, thought hope is coming my way
thinking kinda naive*
indeed i never let go
bt {L} really talk to me since for 2 month we din really hv a REAL chat
tis was also shokcingly and miracally happen
out of the blues
so i was thinking was it fate?
and that i start to think wat God wanna do to me now..
and at the splurge of time,
fren told me, when {L} talk to me i doubt bout it instead of happy.
when {L} dont talk to me, i wish for these day to come.
seriously i blame myself for being so indecisive and that i dont noe wat i wan!
just wanan noe the reason why?!
just cant get u outta my head
tonite is another nite of me to mourn for my death
things u post, really hurtful
i think whatz left of me
is the grudge that lies beneath the hidden love i spilled on u..
),=
On Friday, i got this evaluation thingy for my cheer. We're supposed to choreograph our own dance and audition. So, i was so "lucky" to be the first and i really scared the hell of my nuts. HOwever, i it turned out to be quite ok. Not as bad as i think it will be. phew! throughout the thing, i saw many talented people. Really admire them! but feel like im getting smaller and smaller. hehe.
Exam nevertheless, is around the corner. There ain't no time for fun edi.
eeks* so sad! So what i was thinking is to break the rules and just go for my last shopping spree just last one!
and wtf saturday got replacement class. HAihz but then nevermind lerh.
is our last class for this sem.
will gonna miss so many lecturer for this sem.
and aso nt to forget sem 3 is aso comin soon and then afetr that,
everyone will be on their own again.
is such a short time!
and i doubt we can ever keep in touch again like what it is now.
sudden emo strikes me now.
i admit i feel uneasy coz we're gonan separate soon.
what i mean is u guys! cynn,zack,wein,yee,sin*
seriously i hate this feelings.
feelings of feeling happy to knwo u guys but sad that is oni for a short time.
distance can really deteriorates relationship.
sigh* i don wanna say much.
i will gonan cry soon! teehee!
A closed person of mine jsut broke up with her almost 5/6 years bf,
hmm really shockign to me,
such a long period of time,
well was it that easy to give up?
mayb i dont get it,
however i know that they know what is good for them
as only they know the feelings
third person can never try to judge it no!
anyway im nt qualified to judge also
@---}{-----@-----}{------@------}{-------@----}{-------
part2
aihz really i cant understand what i really get myself into
or even understand about myself
supposingly i shuld be happy with a lovely couple
but then it will b another case if it is the other case u noe
when u realised that "eh isnt im supposed to b having the bliss?"
seeing something that i dont wish to see
makes life harder
im such a lunatic as i never stop stalking..wtf
just 2 dayz ago, thought hope is coming my way
thinking kinda naive*
indeed i never let go
bt {L} really talk to me since for 2 month we din really hv a REAL chat
tis was also shokcingly and miracally happen
out of the blues
so i was thinking was it fate?
and that i start to think wat God wanna do to me now..
and at the splurge of time,
fren told me, when {L} talk to me i doubt bout it instead of happy.
when {L} dont talk to me, i wish for these day to come.
seriously i blame myself for being so indecisive and that i dont noe wat i wan!
just wanan noe the reason why?!
just cant get u outta my head
tonite is another nite of me to mourn for my death
things u post, really hurtful
i think whatz left of me
is the grudge that lies beneath the hidden love i spilled on u..
),=
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