Thursday, January 25, 2007

problem-digger....

im so confused, i dont know what to do besides hiding like im illegal to b in this place. standing 
strong, still moving on. Glad that putting myself in another situation can help well though not much (as ur presence never fail to eliminate frm my mind). then as i expected, the more i love life each day, the more i will dig depression. i was yearning some changes so badly. is not that easy though, not like u can write out ur undecisive to-do list in a box and just randomly pick up 1 n datz it. hoho hw i hope is that easy! then i wont indulge myself in such behavior. mayb datz a good idea if i ever 
gonna let go my perseverance spirit. Anyway, bet u can ever imagine how toxic u r. wonder y 
dopey ppl liek me will long for u till this day... again ignorant?NO. im just confused. mayb the vow that i make finally meet the excellent time to do so. but still i have a heavy heart..and is so hard just to carry such burden. yet is even harder to unload the burden. &&&
seriously confused by the feelings i have now. not sure how to distinguish watz fading n watz not.. i may say is fading bt somehow it tells me otehrwise. gosh this is getting worse. Mayb i shall just not say it anymore.im puzzled..

chemistry paper tomoro..
pfah!
dying and slacking!






 

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