be strong~

::for all the worst that u get; stay alive and be strong::

~i love this room!~get it from someone's blog~she's a model~ prety cosy and spacious..~ideal for me to sleep!~most importanty it's clean and white!~

~i wonder if people can die of depression or not?~i mean will they?!~coz it seems like these kinda sickness can attack u for 100yrs~worse than just those sickness rite~

~but no matter wat~life's goes on~depressed?~depressed happily then~omg..wat nonsense im talking~

~tonite i feel the sudden urge of loneliness~got no1 to give a converse with me~well i understand~rite now is 5.27am~who will ever gonan b crazy like me~ normally at this time ** will still gonna stay with me~n i will be so stupidly thinking that ** companying me~haha~but today was realli~no good~hw can i b like this~so care about?~** sleep early tonite~is my bad i noe that i cant deny that i hv a lil mayb nt just lil but yes i miss you~juts so used to talkign wiht ** till im satisfy only then i feel the satisfaction~

~well i would wanna say that not many people can accept me~not many people understand me enough~not many people really can meets my needs~not many people that i can considered as a friend~not many people i can trust~not many people who will listen to what i said~not many people will believe what i said~not many people knows me~den, who am i really?~but i believe true friends and the love of family and my God will produced the spark of light that will help to lit and guide me to the way where i belong~coz i trust them~i need a strong hold to live me up~