devil vs angel

so often i think that i live in 2 diff body....up and down up and down...mood changes all the time...
thinking differently in every second....thus, i hv to take a very long time to make a decision...

ngo hou seong zhi ngo hei mei jan hei gm jung yi lei...oi yutt goh yan mm gan dan...sui yin ngo mou lam gwoh yiu lei tung ngo yutt chai...yik ngo zhi dou lei mm wui joi jung yi ngo..yau ho nang lei hei mei chang jung yi gwoh ngo...lei di...ngo dou mou soh wai...oi yutt goh yan mei bit ho yi yung yao..ngo zhi nang gao ngam jung hei foon lei...hei mong lei jung ho yi gei juk bei ngo gei wui zhou lei sau wu tin si...yau si hei hou lan sao, hou tung fu, hou tung sam tei zhu lei gm hei foon kui...ngo mm zhi ler..hou chi ji gei zhou dou gm san fu mm zhi wei matt yeh...dan hei doh sou ngo oi seong yutt goh yan...ngo mou luin zhou d meh yeh....ngo mm sui yiu gai sik...gim che, gai sik mm dou....ngo zhi soeng ngo zhi gei zhou dou yutt gin si...jao hei fong dei ta...ho yi joi chi zhou goh hou pang yau...ngo hou seong ting lok lei....mou luin lok ta...yan wei, gum sinh ho yi joi ji ngo gai siu fan..joi ying sik ta...
lei tai sam yuin lerh...jign dou ngo gok tuk ngo ji gei hou juit...hou gin keong...

yau si ngo janhei mm sik dim gong...mm zhi dim yeong tan bak tung lei gong...
yau si seong gong d yeh...wui lam dou, hei mei jan hei gm sui yiu lei zhi leh?

ngo mei chang yau gm geh gam gok chui yin....
lei yut chi jan hei hou kik sao...
chi zhou ngo pa ngo wui ding mm suin...
chang tuk gei loi ngo mm sui yiu zhi...
zhi nang gao chang tuk gei loi tuk gei loi...
weng yuin geh dap ngon...hei ngo sinh zhi dou....

gong zhan...ngo hou zhang ngo zhi gei....hou han ngo zhi gei...
mei si gwoh gm mm sik oi ngo zhi gei...
gu mm dou wui hei gm fai...
zhan hei ngo hou zhang bei yan ngak.....hou pa...hou pa seong hoi yan..hou pa yan dei zhang ngo..hou pa satt hui ngo jugn yi geh yan...hou pa hou pa hou doh hou doh si...

dan hei ...ji doh han dou..ngo gam sao dou zhi hoi sam tung zhi nan mong geh yutt hak....
ngo hou jan sik geh si hao ngo chan ging yung yao gwoh lei....