national day

hey is national day yo..last nite didnt go for countdown...hahaz...though my sis all went to count...)=
in the afternoon yesterday, went to mc to revised my physics with frenz...didnt really study much lerh...coz i still dun get the pressure and the mood to study...
pfah! gonna b so deep shit for my exams...
last 2 dayz i slept for approx. 15hr...was so great! just hope that i can sleep longer actually....sleeping is my sensation! hahaha....while u sleep....u wont think of so many things and everything seems to b so peaceful...
geeezz...today spotted lotsa new movie..wanna watch evry single of it...
there's nth much i can say nowadayz....
basically....im still me....
im still struggling but improving....
no matter hw much i improved...im still pretending...
i saw many ppl's blog...so cool so happening...
i just feel liek im a boring person..
mayb i am...
or to b more specific....nt to offense anyone....i dun hv much fren...

talkign bout fren...
mayb for me...
i realli think that frenz doesnt last long...
wat makes me think this way...
coz i just feel afraid and i do not wanna put too much hope that my fren will b wif em forever...
though my intention for longign a "fren forever" is true...
jsut that i do nt want it to b like..the more i hope it'll gonan alst, the more im gonna disappoint later..
whatzmore most of my fren doesnt seems to know each other or keep in touch..though alst time often we say...keep in touch ya!...bt hw many of u all still keep in touch!?...

BUT...

i hv to say this...
that once in my life i know THEM...

Lx and joa!!!(=
they've been sucha great fren to me...noe joa since form 1... can still remember the time we hv the same ambition which is accountant...and she sit bhind me..haha... and who knows..we became such a good fren... i share every single thigns with her... doing crazy stuff and we go thru deep shit togeda and happiness togeda.... lx:~ though nowdayz she spend most of her time in perak...n sooooooo bz... still i wont forget her...just again...it aplied to me that "fren's doesnt last long..." but i TRUST her and i do not wanna lose a fren....she's been sucha godo fren...n i noe that i noe her more when im in form3 if im nt mistaken..she sit wif joa...and datz hw eevryhtign starts..haha....started to ahng out togeda wif them..bcame prefects togeda...ahhaha.... still love u all alot!!! <3

wein
i know this girl ere even more since this yr...she's been really helpfu..i guess..ahahha...sry wein...doesnt mean it..jk..ahah....she's real good pal lerh...smart person...cheh...and throughout the time in utar...we've been closer...and she help me out lotsa thigns...frm studies (copying) to accompanying me or spending time with me .....though somehow she dun treat me liek a fren..muahahah....and neglectin me most fo the time...but still she's a sweet and good fren to b with....

miza,cynn, zack, arwen, ting
these ppl r my utar pal...they're just so great to b with..most of the time hangiugn out togeda n getting through every single day in utar togeda...all r so damns mart...and really they're crazy, fun and ahem except miza..most of their mandarin is superb...??????....ahhaha...

Mag
she's my crazy, funny, cool, chatterbox, and friendly fren!...seriously wothout her my day during cheer practice will surely b so dead...lookign at her! she can amkes me smile! n we've been so supportive to each other...we just say wat we wanan say without feeling we're offensed...being togeda...we're so optiumist....or mayb is her who r optimist that makes me became optimistic too..aagaa....(=

Hh
this girl...really change the way i am...she's awesome n cool...and i can never forget the thigns she did and the time we hang out togeda...was so fun having her...was totally amazing for all the thigns she did...she's my colleague b4 dat... i admire the way she carry herself...the way she think...her personality...
she's the only one that actually i've been in so much coincidence with...frm clothing to several interests...freaky..!
till now...n i hope forever...i wont lose a fren like her....*wink*

^^
to all the peeps that i havent mentioned...i apologized...i mean id ont mean to forget u but thos ein primary school....thos ehappen to b tih me at the time b4...i still rememebr.....for e.g just to anme a few....sook mun, kim, faye teng, huey lin, tsu peng, leepign, gayle, may shi, chia wen, lilian, sook teng, sook koon, and etc....
i have a whoel anme lists of peeps in my life aight!@..so dun play play....just dat well mayb some day i'll post it? n u can try to find ur name!...
hm yes i realized there's no guys weyh..okla mayba few like christopher lim, edmund tan, siu hong, jian sheng, wai ken, shafiq, kah jin, and so on....

so im hereby to say to all my frenz....thank u so much...and all of u hv given me lotsa impact in my life...and the presence of u also helps me to see a new dimension in many perspective....thank u thank u thank u....