why do all good things come to an end-Nelly Furtado

"flames to dust, lovers to friend, y do all good thigns come to an end"

just finished writing myspace blog...yeah from there u'll know how irritated i was coz 1 stupid idiot...well i dun wnana repeat it twice...so im nt gonna tok bout it...

going church tmr...or i mean today soon..ahahah....hoepfulyl my new church will give me some comfortable feelings...and that i can start a new beginning...n aso i can forget bout the past!....knowing that...i've found th econclusion...** nt gonna treat me as a fren anymore as we've not been talkign for ages....well though is just couple of days...just like we dunno each toher....sigh* y hv to b like this...
bt ohw ell..
im nt the 1 that could judge such things....so let it be..let it go...let it prove...

eeks yesterday nite..i dreamt a terrible dream...sucha nightmare to me...
it haunts me for a few seconds...
but now i cant reallyr emmeber .....i oni noe it gave some heartrenchign feelings....
and that it is bout ** n my primary fren
and is weird...i never tot that paricular primary fren will appear in my dream...is seriously impossible...i mean my thi sprimary fren called min li....who we used to sit the same transport to go school alst time...i dreamt bout her?...hmm?! weird...n scary...i still remember a lil bit of wat i dreamt...is basically 2 diff dream n i dunno hw they connect togeda though...but firstly...i was dunno y...went to min li's hse...for dunno wta purpose...i suddenly went into her hse..got lotsa ppl...basically her family...den dubnno hw...suddenly the mother or granma..i dunno elrh a woman...told me she passed away..n i broke down..seriously my tears...real tears run down my cheeks...n den...erm..wat hapepn d...i dunno lehr...den int he middle of the night...i walk back to my hse...feel so scary...but then all it hink about that time is my fren passedaway...realli since i din conatct her for almost 10 yrs...i wodner hw's she now...makes me wanna contact her..so worried bout her..but u noe...dre4am is just dream..not real...but hw true it is? no1 noes....

2nd dream....owh this is worse...i dun really remmeber that much..bt itsa good thing though....all i remeber is that ** tellign me hw she dun wanna let me go...(silly me*) den she feel so soryy...(bullshit*) and den er i dnno lerh...** just like make me feel so damn sad (foolishme*)....
wahh this kinda dreamSS...make me wanan die completely since it happens continuously....
wonder what it means...or does it means anything....thatz da prob....ahahah

just hope today i will get the answer or find out elrh if i can dream again..ahhaha touch wood...i shall not wanna dream these things again rite...ahahah...dumbass...