speechless

im having a tough time lately.. ** hv been "jelak" towards me..and actually i know this day will soon b reached..so wateva..dere's nth i can do...anymore..i mean ive tried my best..

so silent again at nite..well just gotta get used to it..though the way my fren told me is kinda kiddy for wat i think...but is quite true..she said that since ** doesnt care bout my feelings, then ** is nt worth considering as a fren..&..the more i pushed, ** will get irritated and if i try to keep a distance frm ** and go on wif my life...mayb someday**will realised alot of things bout me!..kaka...sounds like just self-satisfying...let it go...let it go...

is outta my control anyway...

for a sudden..i wanted to know whatz goin thru in** mind...

however, im still in the process of mending my wounds back...and it seems like it is alwayz half way through...just give me some time ok...haha

finals coming soon...gosh...i must b a total idiot rite now...

claiming myself "uselss, silly, stupid" just so pathetic and makin others feel so pesimistic...