seems to b unlucky

it "seems to be" unlucky...marked my words...is just seems to be!...normally b4 i blog ere i will c if there's anything to blog in my general blog...ahaha...n if u have read it...den u'll know what i mean by unlucky...
so, again, im lazy to say it again bout what happen...
i just wanna "PRAISE THE LORD!" that i can make it through all this kinda unpleasant situations...reali lerh...Thank You Jesus!
hv been started to go to church again...ACTS church was my new church..n no doubt that i still cant get used to the whole new people and environment...i hope i'll get used to it soon...pray hard*....
i guess most of u must b thinking for such a sudden i've become so Holly...n mayb some of u mite just think "aiya...Christian again...i dun wanna noe lah" so if u do think so...den u may just stop reading my utterky off n on being hypocrite as a a holly child...
but to make it clear...i wouldnt say im holly...or im innocent....i admit im bad...but im sure oni wee bits of peeps will know who exactly i am...n again im "seems to be" bad..ahahah...i admit i used vulgar wordings and stuff like that...for some reason ..it is a part of the matter..however, i must say...u just cant judge by only that...i didnt do any harm..and if u think i did..well y nt just let me noe...i know when to resist it though!...as some preacher sayz..."is either u (do it) or u NEVER (do it) at all"...
pfft..basically im trying to give myself a second chance...2nd chance to regain my TRUST to God and HOPE!
and i wish i can be a better person...
n able to survive what brings hurts!