i've posted this kinda out of mind post in myspace blog...
gosh i donno y i post it...
n indeed at that point i know my purpose is to let** know...coz ** know bout this blog...
obvious my perpose is clear...but y do i still bother? and think again?
but deep in me..im hitting myself so hard.... again...



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a few month ago...
im more likely to have take a gun and shoot myself...
few weeks ago...
im more liekly to have tied my prey up and being such an annoyance....
few dayz ago...
im more liekly to deny and living in the life of HELL...yes was totally a HELL...
rite now...
it is becoming so cliche...
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there's once u set me free...
releasing me out of my locked cage...
flyign with me and taking me to see a broader view...
i'll be so self-centered..
if i still puttign grudge on u and forcing it by holding it hard the tied-up string...
for i know all the while im clapping with one hand...
the sound was not heard but the "clapping" makes me think it's makign teh sound...
im unable to challenge the rule of God and to ask for anythign when im just 4dayz compare wif a 5 yrs...
i do not want to play hide n seek anymore...
tired of u hiding n me seeking...
so it's my turn to set u free...
ocoz....it is not as easy liek this...
no doubt...i hope u rememeber ur promise...bt that erm..wateva lerh...
when u're in need...
i'll alwiz here for u....
wateva u do..
i know there's many ppl supporting u...
but never forget...
i will alwiz support u...
because....
u r alwiz my fren...
and i hope i am....(previously i seriously asking for more tahn that...but now im clear of wat i want)
soemtimes situation juts say otherwise i guess...
uh! ok...its time to spread ur wing n find who u really are...most importantly love urself...n take care...n i realliw anna c u happy...truly happy...