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as soon as we deliver out of our mom's womb::
would u believe that our story begins at that instance?

we watch so many movie and all we ended up concluding
 that "aiyah its just a movie!"
but we at teh same time dont realised,
we are also part of an actor/actress in our daily life.
we somehow willgonna have intro, content,climax,ending.
i must say...
everyone of us have the same intro and ending...
why do i say so?
is because...all of us begins with where we came from! we came from our mom's womb..
AND wat about ending?
well everyone will gonna leave this world someday rite...
"life&death"...we can never avoid this 2 elements in the cycle of living!
but the content for evryone mite nt be the same...
datz y we cant judge a book by its cover...
when u walkby the streets...
u see ppl all smilign away..ppl with fatigue faces...people who looks liek having pms...and so on...
we wouldnt know wat lies beneath their past or wat they're enduring....
we wouldnt know...
but we human alwiz have a habit on guessing and makign all the prediction and i mean..well...just toofree to have nth to do but finding somethign to do...which leads to thinking too much...thinking and imagine somehow have a different meaning..but i hav both..
yes i confess i think too much and im over-imaginative...
anyway what im trying to say is..
do not judge people for u have no rite to judge people...
do not be decieved by one's look...




Life is all about making decisions...
i really liek the poem during our 2ndary literature...
"The Two Roads".i think...izzit? oops forgottent he title...
but soemthign lidet lerh....
yeah...so i wonder...when can we stop making decisions?
the answer is we will never escape from this..
this is life!


but i alwiz felt like the decisions i make alwiz wrong...
especially big decision that i ahve to make...
though ive been so carefully and free from repulsive thinking..
still i feel like i failed...
and dEEeennn...
i will go on giving feedback and den comapre then i will keep saying "if i bla bla bla...then i mit ehva bla bla bla..."
im whining..
im regretting...
im hoping that time will turn back as soon as possible...
but all this just impossible...
den suddenly i will think "i can tmove on my life lerh..everyday so depressed evryday so dissatisfied"
but..apar frm that..here comes my angel!..
den she will say "u r movign on wif ur life...arent u still living everyday...sun rise sun set moon rise moon set...actually u still have to move on wif ur life...be patient and awaits watz lies ahead...soemtimes u just cant think much lerh...coz u cant c the future..and there will b long wya to go...so since u're still young... shud nt waste ur time...as time is precious...but again easy to say bt takes lotsa efforts to do it as we alwiz get challenges that getting tougher and tougher..."



den i say "hopefully i could brainwash myself in order to change my plot of my story...bah~ just so exhausted walking with my life one step by one step..."

b4 i go.i would wanna say...my maglish is terrible too...so im fine if u don understand wat im tryign to say..as my essay will never good...
yea the term i hold is "double-S" [SS] which is syoks endiri...
yaya...wateva...
i somehow just vomit out wat im thinkign at this poitn...so forgive me...