my confession

am i a hopeless person?
i am a hopeless person! please tell me im not.

"no u're not"

me: "nah~i am lah!"

ok c..thatz gonna goes on and on...
so clear that i know i am coz i keep saying i am though ppl say im not.
so i am lah rite...so int he end the reply is...

"i dowanna tok to u lah...u so hopeless"

** used to say "y u so sad all the time or ebing negative"

well..i also dun get it..i just feel like there's nth for me to happy about since the day u..u...nvm...

there's time where i can b very optimistic...
yea 1 of the time is when i become the listener.
the time where others r more problematic than me.
the time where im in church.
the itme where ** talkign to me.
the time where i become advisors....
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frankly, at the moment, the ppl i can consult to is jo n sw..
is clear that im quite picky on friends lidet...
haha
well..im nt easy to trust ppl.mayb thatz teh reaosn y lerh..
bt i folo my intuition most of the time...
i got frens! nt sya i don hv any...just dat i called it those "hardcore" fren is nt easy to find..
seldom i hang otu wif frenz...often hanging out with the particular circle of fren oni..mayb nt circle bt triangle...
*pathetic*


i've been so sensitive lah~
i need 2 control d...
live goes on..
i acnt b like this forever...