supposingly today is one fine day.
fully planned i guess for the entire monday.
firstly me and few friends went to ss2 to eat lunch.(tp,jo,sw,js,lp)
den went to watch devil wears prada(which i've watched it trice)(ts/lp/wein/woon)
bt still nice! haha....gisele was in it! woohoo...
after dat when was about to eat our dinner,
plan changed..
most of them nt eating dinner..
out of a sudden...i felt like was possessed or sumthing.
abit gila abit insane abit annoyed.
i was disappointed, mad, dissatisfied.
not because of they nt eating dinner which ive planned.
(which is so ridiculous if it hapened to be the reason rite)
but it just.
i hv it-the mood swing again.
and at that moment i thought-i shudnt b like **
scolding or causing conflict to my fren..
i do not want this kinda immature childish nonsensical drama.
n i try to covered it all up.
hoping that i will chill up.
and slowly it did i glad it did.
wish to apologized to u,wein...
hating myself at that moment coz showing such @#$@#$ attitude.
reason behind it.
erm, guess i do not wanna say much.
nth to do with anyone of u.
im not sure if u all actually know bout this that time.
but anyhow, my monday at least did step out of my hse!
n is been long time that i din hang out with more than 1 person?!
yes it's true.
used to go out wif oni 2person.
max 3.
so yeay! its a big twist!
the day ends up having a hilarious situation
cz erm..
gotta rush,swollen the food,speed
results: we're rushign for nutZ!
aiyoh!
* finally found the reason why people depressed or heartbroken
will wanna leave or take a flight n leave the place.*
coz it's just so sick and overwhelming!
next,
.
.
i wish tmr will never come.
coz i ahvent started to do any..
pardon me..yes..ANY A-N-Y of the homework.
ok shoot me please!
i donow at to say for my public speaking.
though i lourve to talk so damn alot.
and this shows hw crap and swt is my conversation all the while.
im not ethical at all.
gosh!
**,
wondering if u ever concerned bout
wat im trying to tell ya
show'ya
i got no response frm u.
is dat so hard to get response?
sometimes i wonder is dat hard?
nt oni ** bt human..
shall i feel ur present?
can i even questioned?
i begin to b uncertained
to ever wanna concerned
--there's no lesson learnt frm tis--
--i just don want to learn--
im sry to myself.
coz ive forsaken myself
ive tried to love myself therefore.
if i love myself, i'll kill myself.
just like u've once said.
"i love you,so i kill u"
but u missed out the original of this quote.
"im sorry to u for wat i have done.
i love u
so i kill u
its d oni thing i can do
to stay 2geda with u 4ever"
bcoz u didnt want to commit that.
and i was a fool.
coz i din noe bout the whole entire caption of that.
*smirks*
hardlerh...
when can i overcome this?
never?
chronic desease dat cant b cured but to control. aight!
fully planned i guess for the entire monday.
firstly me and few friends went to ss2 to eat lunch.(tp,jo,sw,js,lp)
den went to watch devil wears prada(which i've watched it trice)(ts/lp/wein/woon)
bt still nice! haha....gisele was in it! woohoo...
after dat when was about to eat our dinner,
plan changed..
most of them nt eating dinner..
out of a sudden...i felt like was possessed or sumthing.
abit gila abit insane abit annoyed.
i was disappointed, mad, dissatisfied.
not because of they nt eating dinner which ive planned.
(which is so ridiculous if it hapened to be the reason rite)
but it just.
i hv it-the mood swing again.
and at that moment i thought-i shudnt b like **
scolding or causing conflict to my fren..
i do not want this kinda immature childish nonsensical drama.
n i try to covered it all up.
hoping that i will chill up.
and slowly it did i glad it did.
wish to apologized to u,wein...
hating myself at that moment coz showing such @#$@#$ attitude.
reason behind it.
erm, guess i do not wanna say much.
nth to do with anyone of u.
im not sure if u all actually know bout this that time.
but anyhow, my monday at least did step out of my hse!
n is been long time that i din hang out with more than 1 person?!
yes it's true.
used to go out wif oni 2person.
max 3.
so yeay! its a big twist!
the day ends up having a hilarious situation
cz erm..
gotta rush,swollen the food,speed
results: we're rushign for nutZ!
aiyoh!
* finally found the reason why people depressed or heartbroken
will wanna leave or take a flight n leave the place.*
coz it's just so sick and overwhelming!
next,
.
.
i wish tmr will never come.
coz i ahvent started to do any..
pardon me..yes..ANY A-N-Y of the homework.
ok shoot me please!
i donow at to say for my public speaking.
though i lourve to talk so damn alot.
and this shows hw crap and swt is my conversation all the while.
im not ethical at all.
gosh!
**,
wondering if u ever concerned bout
wat im trying to tell ya
show'ya
i got no response frm u.
is dat so hard to get response?
sometimes i wonder is dat hard?
nt oni ** bt human..
shall i feel ur present?
can i even questioned?
i begin to b uncertained
to ever wanna concerned
--there's no lesson learnt frm tis--
--i just don want to learn--
im sry to myself.
coz ive forsaken myself
ive tried to love myself therefore.
if i love myself, i'll kill myself.
just like u've once said.
"i love you,so i kill u"
but u missed out the original of this quote.
"im sorry to u for wat i have done.
i love u
so i kill u
its d oni thing i can do
to stay 2geda with u 4ever"
bcoz u didnt want to commit that.
and i was a fool.
coz i din noe bout the whole entire caption of that.
*smirks*
hardlerh...
when can i overcome this?
never?
chronic desease dat cant b cured but to control. aight!
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2 comments:
sometimes i also have such feelings where u just think like ur brain will gonna explode or something. i know u had a hard time. struggling all the while since then. but just keep trying ok. u are a strong person you know that?
i just couldnt balnce up!
i felt like i need to seek for phsychologist!
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