scream!

~i hit so hardly to the wall~in this very night~is excatly 6 am~i wanna scream so hard~it just shut my mouth~so hard to take it~it hurts realli badly~yesterday(sat) evryone seems to be so fun~goin out to party~but i go for church~till late nite~that was fine!~came home~i tried to sleep coz tmr will gonna hv telematch~strikes me once again~n ere i am~i decided to check my mail~check alot of things~and why?!~been praying so hard~how could You nt answer my prayer?~im almost losing hope~why i have to know somehtign that i dont realli wanna noe~y?~y everyhting was totally fine n den just turns to nightmares~im in a dead end~my angels not wif me~wat r u trying to lead me to?~im going phsycho soon~feelig the tears that streaming down my cheeks~is as if my blood slowly left my body~im in pain~extremely pain~i feel so sick~sick n tired~this time~im not alrite~im not~crying out for my fren y issit silent?
F'ck myself...f'ck it..