just suspecting...

did u all have astro?
do u all watch channel 30? wah lai toi..9.30pm show?
"healing hands"?
bout doctors...?
well yesterday episode really shocked me!
coz rite...
there's actually having disease called "depression"...D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-O-N...
yes it is depression..
n i look at the symptoms of the doctor having that disease...
almost so true to be jsut like mine.
and my eyes was liek wide-opened..just acnt wait the next episode on hw he gonan overcome it...so that i can overcome it too...
n den the way he overcoem this disease...er kinda like impossible for me anyway coz im nt a doctor...bt nevertheless somethign snapped at my forehead at taht moment.
i did learn alil bit of lesson from there lerh..bt i cant tell wat i'd learn coz is inside my heart! hehe
so im suspecting myself getting disease of depression!
im #$@#$ dizzy rite now...
im hvaing total guilt in me...
im talkign bout homework..haha..yes homework and assignment n stuff
which i didnt touch it..
like those papers infected by germs lidet.
dare not touch it.
** finally on9...
awkwardly, 10 fingers plus both hand was extremely cold by now.
warm again
flow to my feet...so cold now...
rite now...im thinking by myself
"what does confession repays u?"
"what do u think u'll get from confession?"

tonite ppl talkignt o me will gonna b thinking watz worng wif me?
am i kidding?
am i nutz?
no im nt but i dont know.
i acted starnge..
i just hv the feelings that i think tonite im strange!