im back

im back. phew! evrything turns out ok. there were so cold. satisfying! thick mist till u couldnt c anything. perform in the midnite 2dayz. 4times a day. wow a total of 8 times.exhausted but yet nervous.hehe. crazeD! weariing short skirts without jackets n the temeprature like so low. gotta perform.sweat bt couldnt feel the sweat.just felt like cant breath.though pay kinda lil bt think bout the food n tranportation n the experienced n world cup! guess it worth it lerh. italy won! well italy n france, hell no i dun support neither 1.bt well since is final. n brazil lose to france. i'll bet on italy! n they did nt dissapointed me.=] this is my first time i watch world cup.nt really into it.bt after watchign it n chasing those matches all day long. i think im gonna interested in the next world cup d.haha.the first day was starving. n we oni get to eat kei fan. which is nt dat full. n after dat gotta get ready.no supper! coz evryone's tired n din bath coz lazy. the first nite for me is unexpected. i msg * and * replied. been replying each toher msges for over n oevr again.so nice. bt as i edi noe, * will nt tok long. n yes. i din get any reply.*slept. i waited stupidly. bt ended up telling my roomates bout me n *. there's bit ere n there that i agree with her. bt sigh. anyhow.im so tired 2 keep thinking bout it anymore. all that i can do now is trying to let go. if not soon i'll give up myself coz of *.which is so not me. fren of mine said i've changed a lil.well yeah. i think so too. for * influenced me.ppl may tot is for the worst.bt no. i noe it betetr tahn anyone else. the oni thing i dunno and the lack of wisdom about is the reason why?. deep huh?..well is nt that deep actually. just need a lil explanation.no matter hw happy i was to get respond frm *. sooner or later. eh no.is oni sooner. * will take averything back again frm me. the 2nd day. was normal. did alot stupid thigns.mayb i wanna overlap my thoughts n let my mind rest n out of *. 3rd day was worries dat comes to me. hv to rush my homework.n yeah i shud b doing now.but then.im stuck. cant move on.so i spend this lil precious time.writing long crap.

after all the shit that i type out..thatz just intro.haha.*scratch that* now is the beggining!

ocoz today i shud tok bout today rite.

so there it goes....