thanks...

normally when i get sick, is the oni time i noe who cares alot bout me and who dont. i din get sick for quite sometimes. i hv good immune system. but once i totally fall ill. it'll b the worst. gosh i hate the cough medicine. is liquid! n taste bad. n yep after drinking it last nite about 5am i puke out. hate to puke..makes my stomach churning back n forth. oh God. have a 2 dayz MC..i hope i'll b ok by today or else i have damn alot of work to do ...urgh...nt a good time to get sick huh..

as dayz goes by.. i feel i gt no blessing frm God anymore..is getting lesser n lesser..the darkness mite hv take over my belief in Him..hw do i regain YOur presensce Lord..they took almost evryhting frm me..i got no1 to trust..no offense bt even my frenz..i begin to doubt..my family is ruined..sis wanted to shift out..dad have his own lifestyle..sis hv her bf..wat am i? mum is living in a lie too..just like me..frm past couple of mth..i tot mt life will change..i tot i did the rite things..bt no..again they took it away all frm me..hitting hard to the floor of Hell..my satisfaction will never last. do i looks o obvious dat im easy to b cheated coz i looks naive, gullible?! i just want my life back..bt i noe..can never turn back time..once im on this game.i cant retreat..coz is a dead end too...wat im gonna do is just move forward...n c watz lies ahead..well guess is nth to look forward though..its gonna b an unpleasant kinda route..

i miss alot of things..ocoz bsides the moment wif **..i miss my frenz too..good n bad times..we sought out together..we endure it togeda..

just few mins ago...** told me sumthing. y? i dun hv the rite to know somehtign frm u?. fuck u weyh..what did u said b4? oh yea..i forgotten..all the things u'd said is all bullshit for GOd sake..