tears and rain

suddenly..rains doesnt fall often..izzit time for everythign to end...nth left for me to flows out my tears anymore? izzit good? or bad? usually when im down..the rains will fall n camoflage my tears. i could cry hw long as i wanted. how loud as i can. shivers can help me to forget part of my sadness. imagining myself...standing alone in the ghetto. no one is there. rain drops on my eye ball. i shut my eyes so tight. i feel the flow of that droplet rushing in my nerve. like i start to reminiscing agian every single touch of it.wow! marvellous..actually i dunno wth im talking. well tmr gonna leave selangor again. so lonely. hangign out wif ppl dat i dun not actually closed to. worries that comes in my mind normally. i wanted to wirte a very long post..bt then...gosh...is 4.40am..im tired....so tired..iw anna sleep...ahha...till then....