i'm..

the situation now is getting more n more 'san fu'. i don't know what will happen next. mayb bit by bit, everything that hides within me will reveal or mayb it will end just like that. no reason no satisfaction. and im for sure regret.unsatisfy. how long more shall i walk at this pace? seems to be so slow. bt resulting very fast. y lerh. i wish my life is much more interesting than this. now, im hanging. i dunno where to go. i rather have string attached to me then be free to choose between those choices. when will my journey be no obstacle? it seems like obstacle overlapping another obstacle time after time. im so sick of my life now. dun wanna grow up.stress alot. strain aso alot. old lerh. getting old.bt nitez still young..to b honest, i dont know wat im saying now. every now and then i aso talkign the same thign lerh...bored rite..yeah i noe.basically nothign interesting lerh..is alwiz da same old things that bothering me..mayb when i got time i shall wirte a thoroughly 1..ahaha