so good..not so good

yesterday was really surpried! ** called me..finally for like 2dayz i didn't talk to ** in msn coz ** cant connect..this is what makes me so happy caused ** called me!! the not so happy part was when i knew that ** recalled me caused ** was bored..and all i knew is that, when ** was bored only then ** will find me? this is so hurt... yau si jau jugn mou yim mou si jau ha yign chuin..this phrase really suits **...but anyhow..the calls ease myself from missing her dat much though!

nowadayz i dunno wat im up to..life seems to b so sucky..nothign except studies..my bestest fren, jo gonna start her college soon..this frm wat i predict..definitely not a good idea..as im not sure whether will b so closed as b4..i hope not n i seriously dunw an that to happen...ia lwiz tot that i will not have a logn lasting fren..i will die in between the loneliness that i once b..

i wished to spend time more wif my frenz..but the uni life is seriously a barrier for me..i need to get otu of it in order to free myself..im sorry gurls i dunmean to stop keepign in touch wit u all..but someitmes i relaised u alls eems to b bz too...** is enuf to make me screwed up...i dun wan my fren to caused me such frustration n dilemma too.. it seems recently just so silence...specially my phone..less msges, less calls, less relplies...mayb u all tot it'll disturb me..bt i must say no...calls, msges, hangign out n stuff n most importantly u all r my fren..ima lwiz welcome to response to u all...i hope to hear from all u guys soon...at least let em feel ur presence!..so dat ahaha i neo u all r still alive...